I’ve been wandering quite a bit….
Hold on. Actually, quite a bit is a massive understatement! I’ve been pondering ov r this endlessly.
How the hell did I end up in my current situarion or more to the point the road I appear to be on?
Well, it’s quite simple. Poor decisions, unplanned actions and a sense of morality that I’m confused by at points. Needless to say, I’m caught in a never ending loop. What I want is drowned out by what I want to do, how I live takes prescience over how I’d like to live and what I think has to be masked by the social and economical constraints of my position in society.
So why moan? Point is this…
The purpose of this blog has always been a silent sounding board. One that has no social or historical background to influence it’s involvement in what is in fact, a monologue. I will break from the mould set forth by others and perpetuated by the masses. It will involve hardship and sacrifice but once done and embraced is going to give me a sense of freedom. A freedom I feel was misplaced after summer.